Hi! I'm Connie Suarez-Nistal the Author of SHATTERED SOUL.

Let me start by introducing the Characters...

This is Mitchell Stephen Buchanan, but everybody calls him Mitch.

This is when he was a Marine, he reached the rank of Major.

And here he is, as an FBI agent.

Both FBI Agents: Mitch Buchanan and his mate, Adam Sheppard.

Dr. Gordon, the Medical Examiner (Forensics) and Agent Sheppard's wife.

And the young Lab Technician... Cindy Booker... who has a crush on Buchanan.


Buchanan having one of those recurring nightmares of his...

Meet his wife... Carrie.

When they meet in the park, while feeding the pigeons... Mitch's happiest moment.

Then he discovers that she is blind... But she simply laughs, completely untroubled.

“It’s alright... I’ve lived with it all my life. I was born blind.”

She’s fun, lovable, and always cheerful... He simply can’t help falling in love with her.
Here, she gently touches his face, tracing his features with her fingertips, as though memorizing them...
Their love blossoms in no time... ❤️

Time seemed to stand still whenever they were together... They would stroll through the park, feed the pigeons, and always end up at a café. Sometimes, he was out of uniform. But when he came to see her in his Marine uniform, it usually meant he had only a few precious moments to spare before rushing back to headquarters.

The goodbyes were never easy... but she understood all too well what they meant. Her father had been a Marine, too.

Until they reached a point where they simply couldn’t be without each other, even when separated by distance... They decided to get married in a quiet, almost secret ceremony, with only two witnesses present (neither of whom appears in the pictures). A Justice of the Peace officiated their wedding.

The moment the words “You may kiss the bride” were spoken, their love was sealed with a kiss—   a kiss that would bind them together… forever.

And yes… in some mysterious way, it did.

But… as you already know, their happiness was abruptly cut short…

This is the photo Mitch always carries with him—in his wallet and on his phone. She gave it to him one Valentine’s Day…

And here, you can see the angel pendant with its wings spread wide…

But after that tragic day… Mitch would never be the same again.

He wandered the streets as if lost, drifting aimlessly through the city, consumed by grief and pain… He drank to forget, to silence the memories that haunted him…

He lost all sense of time… and even of where he was. He would wander the streets for hours, barely aware of his surroundings, until sometimes he found himself stumbling into some dark alley, completely drunk and utterly lost.

Until, eventually, he became an FBI agent… He had found a purpose: to track down the person responsible for his wife’s death and make sure justice was served.

But becoming an agent didn’t erase his pain. Even after all those years, the memories still haunt him. When the grief becomes too much, he sometimes turns to alcohol again, trying to numb the pain and forget, if only for a little while…

We all know that FBI agents undergo regular psychological evaluations, along with firearms training and other mandatory assessments…

So, when Mitch is ordered to see the Bureau psychologist, it’s something he absolutely hates.

“My life is nobody’s business.”

But there’s no getting around it. He has to go…

The psychologist is a beautiful woman… but Mitch barely notices.

His mind is elsewhere, locked behind the walls he has built around himself. He’s not there to meet anyone—he’s there because the Bureau requires it, and he intends to get through the evaluation and leave.

Meet the Psychologist... Dr. Barjani.

Here are a few scenes from his psychological evaluations…

The first one is brief. Mitch becomes irritated almost immediately, shuts down, and eventually gets up and walks out.

In the sessions that follow, she begins to dig deeper—slowly and strategically, carefully finding ways to get him to open up and talk.

But Mitch is a tough one. He resists every attempt to break through his defenses, feeling as though his privacy—and everything he has kept buried inside—is being invaded.

In one of their final sessions, she finally reaches the most vulnerable part of him. She gently guides him toward the few truly happy moments he can remember… the day he met his wife, the life they shared, the memories he still treasures.

And then, something inside him breaks.

Tears begin to well up, and before he can stop them, they spill over. He quickly looks away, trying to hide his face and wipe them away before she can see.

He hates this. Hates feeling exposed. Hates anyone seeing this softer, more vulnerable side of him. He’s supposed to be the tough guy—the Marine, the FBI agent who never lets his guard down.

But for once, the tears win.


Buchanan continues to be plagued by recurring nightmares about his wife…

Unable to sleep, he gets out of bed and heads downstairs to his car, parked on the street outside. He slips into the driver’s seat and sits there for a while, trying to clear his head and breathe in the cool night air.

He finally heads back home, crawls into bed, and tries to sleep… but his mind is still racing, his thoughts swirling in every direction.

Then, suddenly—

The doorbell rings!

“What the…?”

Suddenly, a shower of icy-cold water comes crashing down over him.

Mitch yelps and jumps back, completely caught off guard.

Adam bursts out laughing.

“Some Marine you are…”

While Mitch finishes his shower and gets dressed, Adam raids the kitchen, rummaging through the cupboards and refrigerator for anything remotely useful.

A few minutes later, he’s concocted some questionable hangover remedy from whatever scraps he can find.

He takes one look at the murky mixture in the glass.

“Good enough.”

He grins. “If this doesn’t cure him, nothing will.”

And when Mitch finally makes his way into the kitchen, only half-dressed…

When he finally emerges, fully dressed and ready to go… although, for once, he hasn’t bothered to shave...

A few days later, Mitch asks Cindy, the lab technician, for a favor…

This is the moment when she hands him the sheet containing all the information he needs.


At the Gala Cocktail Party...

The Sheppards are among the first to arrive…

When Mitch arrives, he looks around, scanning the crowd for familiar faces.

Then, as soon as he spots Adam and Tiffany, he raises a hand in greeting.

But before he can even reach the Sheppards, Cindy Booker intercepts him…

For a moment, Mitch barely recognizes her. She looks so… so completely different that he has to take a second look.

He finally makes his way over to the Sheppards, and they settle around a table together.

They are happily chatting away, when Hannah comes in...

After dancing to her own rhythm on the dance floor, she finally invites Mitch to join her…

He’s already caught up in the atmosphere, so he decides to indulge the young woman. And, to his own surprise, he actually has fun… doing the best he can to keep up with her.

Mitch lets Hannah head back to her seat while he makes his way toward the bar for a drink…

Before he reaches it, Cindy appears again… and it seems she won't take no for an answer.

Sorry… I couldn’t get the AI to make her slap him! 😁

He’s still reeling from Cindy’s unexpected attitude as he heads back toward the table to rejoin the others…

Just then, Dr. Barjani walks in, champagne glass in hand. She has witnessed the whole exchange as she entered.

As soon as the Sheppards and the others spot her, they wave her over, inviting her to join them at the table…

As they happily greet her…

“Dr. Barjani… come join us!”

She smiles politely and gracefully invites them to call her by her first name instead. After all, they’re not at work.

Mitch wastes no time in asking her out to dance...

After a while...


After the explosion... At the hospital... In the ICU... 

Mitch in critical condition... The first few hours he has a blood transfusion...

Meanwhile... Adam Sheppard is already out of danger... but also quite in bad shape.

His wife, Tiffany, doesn't leave his side.

Adam’s first sight of Mitch immediately left him worried…

But what happened next was something no one could have expected.

EMERGENCY!

Everything suddenly turned into chaos.

Mitch was barely hanging on…

For a terrifying moment, it seemed they were going to lose him.

After several desperate attempts to stabilize him…

When everything was over... He was taken to a room...

After that moment on the “Other Side”…  Mitch called out for his beloved wife.

Banita could only watch… saddened and deeply concerned.

She never left his side. She gently moistened his parched lips with a piece of gauze dipped in cool, fresh water.

His recovery went very slow... but Banita was always there...

During his hospitalization, there she was, constantly by his side...

Even spending sleepless nights... while he was still quite critical...

His friend and colleague Adam also came to see him every now and then, keeping a close eye on his recovery.

Fortunately, Adam was recovering quickly…

When Mitch woke to find Banita asleep by his side, he felt deeply grateful for her patience, her kindness, and her unwavering support.

She had never let him feel alone…

During his recovery, she shaved him, gently cleaned his face with fresh water, and took care of him with endless patience.

She also cooked homemade food for him at home and brought it to the hospital—soup, puddings, creams… anything soft and easy for him to eat.

And sometimes, when he felt too weak or simply wasn’t very hungry, she would take matters into her own hands…

She would sit beside his bed, spoon in hand, patiently feeding him one bite at a time.

And Mitch, the tough Marine and FBI agent who hated showing any sign of weakness, had little choice but to let her fuss over him.

Here’s one of those funny little moments…

Banita lifts the spoon toward his mouth with a determined smile.

“Open up!” 😁

For once, Mitch has absolutely no argument.

And so, little by little, Mitch recovered… and he was certainly well taken care of!

His coworkers visited him constantly, especially Adam and Tiffany… and, of course, the ever-cheerful Hannah!

And Hannah had a great idea…

On his birthday, while Mitch was fast asleep, they quietly decorated his hospital room, filling it with balloons and cheerful birthday decorations.

So, when he finally woke up, he was greeted by a sight he certainly hadn’t expected.

He stared around the room, completely bewildered.

“What the hell’s going on?”

And suddenly, they all shouted in unison:

“HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MITCH!”

For a moment, Mitch just stared at them…

Then he couldn’t help but smile.

That familiar, slightly crooked smile of his… the one that rarely made an appearance these days.

And here they all are…

Hannah has brought him a chocolate birthday cake, complete with a single candle.

A small gesture… but one that means so much to Mitch.

Here he is, blowing out that one little candle…

His first birthday since the tragic accident.

In a way, it feels almost as though Mitch has been given a second chance at life…

No, wait… a third chance.

As if he has been reborn.

Despite all those moments when he had been unwilling to go on living, somehow… life had refused to let him go.

And, naturally, his friends aren’t about to let the moment get too sentimental…

“Come on, Mitch! It’s only one candle! You couldn’t blow out forty-three!” 😁

Afterwards, they all shared the cake and had some soft drinks, because alcohol wasn’t allowed in the hospital…

At least, not officially.

No champagne! 😁

After a long period in the hospital, Mitch was finally discharged…

But it wasn’t over yet.

As much as he wanted to return to work, he still wasn’t ready. A long road of rehabilitation and intensive therapy lay ahead of him before he could even think about getting back to his old life.

Fortunately, he wouldn’t have to face it alone.

His friends were all there for him, ready to help, encourage him, and stand by his side every step of the way.


When he finally meets Anura (Banita's daughter)

They decided to meet in the park...

Mitch is sitting on a bench waiting...

Banita and Anura arrive. Banita looks around for him...

He immediately sees them and gets up...

Banita also sees him... Anura's eyes twinkle...

Anura lets go of her mother’s hand…

And, with surprising confidence, she takes a few steps forward on her own.

So sure of herself… as if she already knows exactly who he is.

As he sees the little girl approaching, Mitch gets ready to greet her…

But he has absolutely no idea how to do it.

For some reason, he feels nervous… even a little awkward, as if, all of a sudden, he doesn’t quite know what to say or how to behave.

As the little girl starts to quicken her pace toward him, Mitch lifts the teddy bear and shows it to her, gently making it wiggle in his hands…

As if that little gesture were the easiest way to break the ice.

Finally, he opens his arms to her…

He doesn’t think about it. He doesn’t even realize he’s doing it.

He simply reaches for her.

Something deep inside him knows exactly what to do… as if he has held her in his arms a thousand times before.

It’s his paternal instinct… awakening before his mind can even begin to understand why.

The little girl quickens her pace more and more until, finally, she reaches him…

And, without a second thought, she throws herself into his arms with such force that Mitch loses his balance, sending them both tumbling to the ground.

But what truly leaves Mitch speechless isn’t the fall…

It’s the words the little girl whispers as she clings tightly to him…

Mitch is left speechless, completely frozen, not knowing how to react for several seconds…

That word…

Did she just call him “Daddy”?

How is that possible?

A little while later, they sit together on a park bench, still holding each other as if they had known one another all their lives.

As if this weren’t their first meeting…

The little girl kisses him on the cheek and, with complete naturalness, whispers:

— I love you…

Mitch looks at her, bewildered.

There is something about this little girl that feels strangely familiar to him… something he can’t explain, yet somehow feels deep inside.

How can a child he has only just met love him like that?

How can she feel so completely at ease in his arms… as if she has been there before?

To Mitch, that little girl was the sweetest… and most beautiful child he had ever seen.

But then their eyes met…

And Mitch froze.

Those eyes…

There was something about them that felt eerily familiar.

So familiar that, for a moment, he felt as though he were looking into a mirror.

They were his own eyes…

Here is… a little comparison…

Like father, like daughter.

There was no longer any doubt…

To Mitch, it all seemed like a dream…

Meanwhile, Banita watched the scene in silence, tears of emotion welling up in her eyes.

Deep down, she had just confirmed what she had always felt… that there was an inexplicable bond between Mitch and her daughter, Anura.

Now, seeing them together, she had no doubts whatsoever.

Suddenly… everything fell into place.

Banita watched as, little by little, a Mitch she barely knew began to emerge before her…

A playful, carefree Mitch, letting himself get swept up in Anura’s games and laughing with her wholeheartedly.

They hugged, they played, they laughed again…

And, for a moment, Mitch simply looked happy.

Banita watched him with a smile, deeply moved as she discovered this side of him that he so rarely allowed anyone to see.

Later, Mitch walked over to Banita.

They embraced, but his mind was still on what had just happened.

It had been… strange.

For a moment, he wondered if Banita had said something to Anura, perhaps encouraged her to be so affectionate with him.

But no… the little girl’s affection had seemed so natural and spontaneous that it was impossible to imagine anyone had asked her to behave that way or even suggested it to her.

Mitch shook his head slightly, as if trying to push the thought away.

He would have plenty of time to think about it later.

For now, he simply smiled and said:

—You have such a lovely little girl.

Banita, unable to help herself, spontaneously gives him a kiss…

But he… couldn’t help lifting her into his arms and giving her a loving kiss.

He was happy… truly happy, for the first time in a very long time.

Could he be falling in love?

Anura watched them happily, hugging her FBI teddy bear.

She was absolutely delighted with it.

And now… a few precious moments of family happiness…

Simple little moments, filled with love, laughter, and the warmth of being together.

Later, they decided to have a fun, impromptu picnic in the park…

No plans, no rush, and plenty of laughter along the way—just enjoying that unexpected and lovely afternoon together.

Then they simply let themselves be silly…

A little time for family fun, laughter, and enjoying each other’s company before heading to Banita’s home.

At Banita’s place, she had prepared a wonderful dinner…

They were starting to look like a real family…

Anura even wanted to dress up for dinner…

It was a special occasion, after all.

And... since we already know how this story ends… let’s skip ahead to the wedding!

You’re all invited! 💍🥂